My Journal by Harriman Nelson- Lean on Me

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My Journal

By Harriman Nelson

3

I’d hoped Lee would be back from Blind Services by the time Seaview sailed, but we had a schedule to keep.

I joined Chip in the conning tower and watched as we cast off, Chip relaying orders to O’Brien who relayed them to the Chief and he to…well, you get the idea.

It was as we were headed into the Santa Barbara harbor that we saw Lee had made it back to NIMR in time, if only to stand on the NIMR outcrop to ‘see’ us off. I was glad Ames was with him, as visions of Lee falling off the cliff danced in my head. When I’d proposed fencing, Lee had been adamant that it would distract from the natural beauty of the property. Always  thinking of others, that boy.

I heard a slight gasp from Chip and I too noticed that Lee was blindly saluting. Technically improper as he had no cover, Chip returned the salute as the few crewmen topside did as well.

Lee’s salute was a long one, whether to the colors, the boat, or to Chip and I, until he had to be nudged by Ames to end his salute when we were almost out of view. I know my arm was beginning to ache and was frankly relieved when we could do likewise. Not that he’d seen us. But I’m sure Ames had told him.

Even so, Lee stayed where he was, just blindly staring out, ignoring Ames, who was trying to encourage him back toward the office buildings.


By the time Chip gave the order to prepare to dive, we could still see two dots on the outcrop far behind us.

“All systems green, Comma…’Skipper’, ” Chief Sharkey said stressing the last as soon as Chip and I returned below deck.

I saw Chip’s forehead wrinkle at that, but he was too busy with getting Seaview below to make much of it right then. But I knew he hadn’t been expecting it. And he hadn’t been amused by it either.

By lunchtime, one or two of the other men had also used the term, somewhat hesitantly, but following Sharkey’s lead. Whether he’d suggested it or bullied them into it, I’ll never know. But like a loyal hound, he was hell bent on having the crew oblige Lee’s plea.

By supper, Chip had been ‘skippered’ to death, and was ready to climb the wall, er, bulkhead, and finally took matters into his own hands.

“Now hear this!” he ordered as he clicked the mike, just inside the Wardroom. “I may be Acting Captain, but I sure as hell am not the ‘skipper’. I hope I’ve made myself clear.”

“But sir,” Chief Sharkey responded on the PA, “it’s tradition and…”

“Tradition be damned!” Chip shouted, then looked at me. “Did you know about this?”

“I knew Lee…wanted it, yes,” I replied softly, apologetically.

“Oh he did, did he. Well, I don’t!” he said and clicked the mike again, “ I may be referred to as Mr. Morton, Commander, or if you insist, as ‘Captain’, but no one is to refer to me as ‘skipper’ and as Acting Captain of Seaview at sea, that supersedes anything Lee…Captain Nelson-Crane may have suggested or even ordered! Anyone who uses the term except for him is on report!”

After having vented his frustration, and slammed the mike back into its cradle, he turned to the mess specialist assigned to setting up the sideboard, “What’s for supper? I’m starved.”

“Spam Hawaiian, sir,” the specialist said, proudly removing the lid from the covered dish.

“Spam Hawaiian? No kidding? That’s something my mother always made for my birthday! Cookie?” he hollered, “get out here!”

“Sir?” Cookie appeared from the gate in the ‘tween through’, wiping his hands on his apron.

“What’s this all about? I thought Spam was nixed by the skipper.”

“It was, sir, to stop the Admiral from ordering anything more from Army surplus, but he overruled himself and requested it special for you this trip. Enough for leftovers too.”

“Oh. Thank you…”Chip managed and just stood staring at it. “He…he didn’t have to do this.”

“He wanted to, Lad,” I said and helped myself to a serving, adding a few extra pineapple chunks to insure I’d be able to stomach it. I might have ordered Spam in the past, but that was for the heavy nutritional value and long shelf life. I wasn’t partial to actually eating it myself.

“I feel guilty as hell,” Chip whispered, “first taking his boat from him, and now this…”

“Chip…”

“Damn it, I don’t know whether to get down on bended knee in gratitude for the Spam Hawaiian or to punch him in the nose for going blind! Oh, hell, Admiral, I didn’t mean it that way. He’d just better get his sight back or I’ll stop believing in everything….”

“I know,” I replied, patting him on the arm. “We all feel the same. Lee may have given up on himself, but nobody else has.”


It was evening when I had Sparks put a call through to Lee from my cabin. I knew Lee would be at his apartment, and I’d insisted he accommodate me in having a videophone there. For no other reason that I’d requested it and that way I could see for myself if he was okay, had he agreed to it.

When there was no answer, I had Sparks call NIMR security. Apparently Lee was still in the office.

“Damn,” I said to no-one in particular and waited for my call to be transferred to his office.

“Admiral?” Ames answered, the call having been routed to the outer office instead of Lee’s.

“Ames, what are you doing there this late? Why didn’t Lee pick up?”

“I’m here because there’s a heck of a lot of paperwork. Lee’s  at Sharkey’s. Commander Jackson arrived, you know they go way back, and Lee insisted he show the chief’s  diner off.”

“Ah, of course.  Well, I’m glad the commander could drop by….and Ames, do try to stick with the naval discipline we use at NIMR? We have to be ready if the Reserve Board ever drafts us for official work and using  ‘Lee’ instead of ‘Captain’ won’t bode well if you forget.”

“Yes sir. Any messages for him? I’m about to go, I can call him or send you to his voice mail….”

“No, no messages. Have a good evening.”

“Yes sir,” Ames smiled and closed the call.


I had to smile as well. Jackson was looking after Lee, even if Lee wasn’t aware he was in effect, a babysitter.

I wished I could be a fly on the wall, but there was another way to take a peek.


“Are you sure about this, sir?” Sharkey asked in response to my request that he see me in my cabin.

“I just want to see for myself that he’s there. Jackson is a fellow spook buddy of his…”

In seconds, Sharkey had Sparks enter the  code for the diner’s security cameras to be relayed to my cabin's videophone.

“Where are they?” I asked.

“Let me adjust the pan. Ah, there they are, sir. I’ll stop the pan. Sorry there’s no sound.”

Indeed Jackson and Lee were engaged in a heavy conversation, their meal pretty much consumed, several empty mugs gracing the table. Suddenly they were laughing and began to arm wrestle.

“I wonder what that’s all about.” I mused.

“Oh, he does that sometimes with Mr. Morton when they can’t decide who’s going to pay the check. You, um, okay now, sir?”

“Not really. I’ve been a doddering old fool...it’s a hard business learning to let him be independent while he’s blind.”

“It won’t be for long, will it sir? I mean….”

“The doctor believes the optic nerve swelling just has to go down a bit more. But…nothing’s for certain yet. Okay?”

“Yeah, but I’ve been praying awful hard, sir.”

“Me too, Francis. Me too.”

After awhile I headed to the Nose to join Chip and enjoy the view, the spotlight illuminating the bubbles and sea life beyond the viewports.

“Mr. Morton?” Kowalski said approaching, brochure in hand. “The skipper asked me to give this to you before we shoved off. I’m sorry I forgot sir. It’s nothing important, just a tourist guide showing all the tea houses where you’re going. I’m surprised ‘cause you hardly ever drink the stuff. I bet he doesn’t like it either as he has some of the places marked with red ink x’s so you avoid them.”

“Ah, well, there are tea houses and there are tea houses,” Chip said.

“Huh?”

“It’s just his way of reminding me to make sure I don’t end up in jail. Long story….dismissed.”

“Aye sir,” Ski replied, confused.

“Jail?” I asked.

“Let’s just say that what I thought was a bone fide tea house with honest to God geishas, wasn’t a tea house at all. And the geisha’s were… well, they were geishas but…um….ahem….”

“They were ‘ladies of the evening’?”

“Yeah. And just when Lee was dragging our butts out of there when we found out what it was, it was raided by the cops. He never told you about that, did he?”

“No, I’m afraid not. Apparently he still has some secrets from me.”

“Only to protect my reputation, sir. I think he’d tell you anything if you wanted him to. Sort of. Well, maybe.”

Just then Cookie came down the spiral ladder, which wasn’t easy as he was carrying two steaming mugs.

“Evening, sirs. Thought you might enjoy a nightcap….my special blend. Hot mocha.”

“Thank you, Cookie,” Chip said as he accepted the mug. “By the way supper was great. I look forward to any leftovers.”

Cookie grinned, happy as a clam.

“Cookie?” Chip added, “did the skipper ask you to report if I liked it or not?”

“Er, no sir, well, not exactly. But Mr. Ames said he wanted to know if it went well. Something about needing data for his spreadsheet.”

“I see. Thank you Cookie,” Chip said effectively dismissing the man, then, “sneaky SOB, that Lee.”

“Just wants to make sure you’re happy.”

“I won’t be happy until he has the conn and I can go back to being my good old XO self.”

“Well, at least Cookie can report that your taste buds and tummy are happy.”

“That’s for sure. I’m really surprised more of the crew didn’t like it…I know you struggled with it.”

“Well, perhaps it will make good cold sandwiches...or not.”

I’m about ready for bed, and am thinking about lunch tomorrow. Spam Hawaiian sandwiches. Oh joy.

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